Jul 05, 2005 22:07
so this whole lonliness thing is really starting to get to me i just really wish i would of had someone to hold while we watched the fireworks or have someone to be with this summer but yeah life is startin to suck for me lately alot of people blowing me off and alot of my old friends dont like to hang out with me cause of the music i listen to or the way i display my body so i guess they werent my real friends anways but they were still people to have fun with its really hard not having any guy like me that i can hang out with everyone is too into the scene now or too hardcore to want to hang out with a punk kid except for todd hes not gay but yeah definately not the summer i was looking forward too