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I'm done school in about 4 months. That means I'll have a piece of paper saying I'm job-worthy and everything. Then what? Of course I have a general idea of what I'd LIKE to do...but I don't know if I should stay in Ottawa, or try somewhere new like Toronto, or maybe out west, or home?
I can't even match my socks in the morning....holding a real job seems preposterous. It's not that I have doubts in my abilities, (I'll probably be really awesome if you want to know the truth..) it's just that I'm a 21 year old goof ball who often wears the same dirty hoodie for 5 days. I'm not putting that down...hell, I hate laundry and do it as little as possible.... so what if i smell kind of funny? I jsut don't think that'd go over too well in a job with a salary.
I bought a pair of nice shoes today. there's a first step...right?
I'm not actually as worried as I sound, it just seems nuts that I'm anywhere near adulthood.
I can't even match my socks in the morning....holding a real job seems preposterous. It's not that I have doubts in my abilities, (I'll probably be really awesome if you want to know the truth..) it's just that I'm a 21 year old goof ball who often wears the same dirty hoodie for 5 days. I'm not putting that down...hell, I hate laundry and do it as little as possible.... so what if i smell kind of funny? I jsut don't think that'd go over too well in a job with a salary.
I bought a pair of nice shoes today. there's a first step...right?
I'm not actually as worried as I sound, it just seems nuts that I'm anywhere near adulthood.