Dear Blog

Aug 18, 2009 20:11

I was 13 when I discovered the beauty that is blogging.

I fell in love with the prospect of having an online diary. It just meant that less effort in writing and less callous. No, seriously. I figured that typing would be a lot easier than writing.  I also have a messy handwriting and I just don't really want to mess up the pages of my notebooks.  They're too cute and pretty to be written on. Adik.

I think I've used more blogs than I can count.  Three or more accounts on Xanga, two or more on blogspot, two on LJ, two or three on Friendster and about two more on Blogdrive. It is true when I said before making this account that I want a permanent blog.  I've moved quite a lot.  Hehe.

When I look back on the things I've written, I think I've chronicled my fandom life a little too well.   It is fandom, in fact, that introduced me to blogging. Everybody's doing it so why should I not try?  My first entry is actually on May 14, 2004 on Xanga was about DongBang.  And how cute ChangMin was (He still is. :D).  But when I actually read the content of my blogs, I realized that I have written not just about my love for pretty boy bands but also about myself and my plans and thoughts. Ha.  I realized that I had a better picture of my future when I was younger.

"I want something that has got something to do with writing. I can't see myself anywhere else."  Grammar my gosh.

See?  I was sure that I wanted to write.  For life.  And I specifically said that I wanted to take DevCom (or CommArts).  And I wanted to work for magazines and write about life.  I wanted to touch lives with the things I would write.  I had a purpose.  I know that somewhere deep inside my soul I still want to do this.  This mission is just obstructed by too many things (or thoughts) that aren't exactly necessary.

(insert awesome transition here)

Actually, my thesis is about bloggingandblahblahohwowI'mstumped. I admit that I'm not giving it much time.  I focus more time on worrying than actually doing it. Ha.  I hope I won't get fed up on too much blogging info and problems and research gaps that I'd actually hate and avoid blogging.

Dear blogging, you're too precious and important to me that I don't want to lose you. Hahahaha. :D

Blah.  I'm just releasing some stress caused by 197.  I like my topic and all but I'm involving it in my academic life and that's not good.T__T  (P.S.  During my first sem in college, I took a stress test for PSY1.  My result showed that I'm least likely to be stressed.  HAHA. May pinakamababang tendency ako sa buong klase. Yeaaaaah.  Laid-back kasi ko at happy-go-lucky masyado. WAHAHA.  Tapos sabi ng dormmate ko, hindi pa nya ko nakikitang haggard kahit senior na ko.  WEHEHEHE.  O sige na, masyado ng mayabang. XD)

Blog, don't make me hate you. Hahahahaha.

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"Should I give up, or should I just keep on chasing pavements?"

- Chasing Pavements

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