i hate being negative...

[enilmurd1010]

but everything sucks right now! I am having the most difficult time being happy each day. I don't know what my problem is but it's really killing me! Everyone is taking my girlfriend away from me so it's hard to spend any quality time with her because everyone else gets to take up that time. That and everyone else wants to dictate how our relationship should go. I don't want to go back to school because I don't know why I am even there...I don't know what I am gonna do. I am trying to figure out what God wants me to be doing but I guess I just keep missing it everyday. I feel so lost and lonely right now and it hurts.

My dad had an MRI today and we'll find out how good it looks on Tuesday!
I am hoping for continued good news! Everyone have a good weekend!

-justin