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Wow today we a really messy day. It started out with me waking up at 3 am because I had once again fallen asleep while doing my shoulder exercises and me shoulder was really throbbing because I hadnt ice'd it. I then finished my exercises and iced my shoulder and went back to bed. I then got up and managed to barely make it to work on time. From there I had my usual drone of people doing dumb stuff that costs them money and them getting mad at me, or taking care of the corporate sales side's customers who demand instant service or else they will threaten to leave. It basically just built up worse and worse throughout the day. Also the whole time I was trying to get a hold of CompUSA to setup my 2nd interview.
Finally I did manage to get a hold of CompUSA and talk to someone high enough to setup my interview on wednesday next week. (crosses fingers) it will only be $10 an hour but I can also work on getting certifications and for every 2 of those I get a $0.50 raise. So maybe no more TigerDirect Yay!
However I went back to my station up in the cage (yes a cage and starting next week I will actually have to start locking myself in that roughly 12' by 35' wire cage with all the expensive stuff) and proceeded to tell people that sorry sir you really do not have any upgrade options on your pentium 1 machine or that because they mailed in their upc code before they plugged in their lcd monitor we have to charge them $60 plus the amount of the rebate to even exchange the item. Yeah today was not such a good day at work. The only minor plus is that I picked up my stash of clearance components today however I have to spend several hours testing all the stuff now.
When I finally got home I had the welcoming (yeah right) realization that my dad had not filled out part of my financial aid forms and I will likely have to fight with him about that stuff and will probably accomplish nothing. Followed by the realization/gut feeling that that my perspective new roomate is probably not going to pass the credit check and I will have to find a different roomate.
After talking with Emilie and getting an idea of what time I would be over there my stomache goes ape shit and I am stuck in the bathroom for about 25 minutes and makes me late. I was more concerned about being late than feeling sick so I was off go see emilie. I arrived at her house to find that they had set a place for me and that I was really late so when Emilie started prodding me about being late I was kinda mean in response to it and by this point I was in full withdrawn overload. So I kinda pushed it off as me being tired and feeling sick. They proceeded to finish their meal and I started feeling worse in general. Namely I was getting more light-headed and stomache was getting a lot more knotted. After that Emilie's family continued to do their after dinner routine but I could tell that I had upset Emilie a little so then I just felt worse.
After a little bit her family had dispersed to other parts of her house and it left us alone to talk. Emilie and I set down and kinda talked all the stuff out that was on my mind. It took and while and it was perhaps the first time that a loved on had said that they would be there for me and were actually there for me when I needed them and didnt shy away or get scared by me. It is perhaps one of the most warming things I have felt in a REALLY long time. I love you so much. I dont know what I would do without you love. <3
Finally I did manage to get a hold of CompUSA and talk to someone high enough to setup my interview on wednesday next week. (crosses fingers) it will only be $10 an hour but I can also work on getting certifications and for every 2 of those I get a $0.50 raise. So maybe no more TigerDirect Yay!
However I went back to my station up in the cage (yes a cage and starting next week I will actually have to start locking myself in that roughly 12' by 35' wire cage with all the expensive stuff) and proceeded to tell people that sorry sir you really do not have any upgrade options on your pentium 1 machine or that because they mailed in their upc code before they plugged in their lcd monitor we have to charge them $60 plus the amount of the rebate to even exchange the item. Yeah today was not such a good day at work. The only minor plus is that I picked up my stash of clearance components today however I have to spend several hours testing all the stuff now.
When I finally got home I had the welcoming (yeah right) realization that my dad had not filled out part of my financial aid forms and I will likely have to fight with him about that stuff and will probably accomplish nothing. Followed by the realization/gut feeling that that my perspective new roomate is probably not going to pass the credit check and I will have to find a different roomate.
After talking with Emilie and getting an idea of what time I would be over there my stomache goes ape shit and I am stuck in the bathroom for about 25 minutes and makes me late. I was more concerned about being late than feeling sick so I was off go see emilie. I arrived at her house to find that they had set a place for me and that I was really late so when Emilie started prodding me about being late I was kinda mean in response to it and by this point I was in full withdrawn overload. So I kinda pushed it off as me being tired and feeling sick. They proceeded to finish their meal and I started feeling worse in general. Namely I was getting more light-headed and stomache was getting a lot more knotted. After that Emilie's family continued to do their after dinner routine but I could tell that I had upset Emilie a little so then I just felt worse.
After a little bit her family had dispersed to other parts of her house and it left us alone to talk. Emilie and I set down and kinda talked all the stuff out that was on my mind. It took and while and it was perhaps the first time that a loved on had said that they would be there for me and were actually there for me when I needed them and didnt shy away or get scared by me. It is perhaps one of the most warming things I have felt in a REALLY long time. I love you so much. I dont know what I would do without you love. <3