May 20, 2004 22:49
This week has been a total blur thus far... Since it seems like I just posted sundays comment yesterday.
I am really getting frustrated with my job but there isnt much that can really be done. I just wish I could get to where I want to be job-wise but even my toned down "realistic" hope for myself is getting more and more in the distant future.
I just need to sleep at this point and its not coming very easily these past few weeks. I still wake up in the middle of the night from my shoulder hurting and a few dreams have been something a kin to being trapped in hell, literally.
I just want things to not be so difficult, thats all...