Jul 30, 2003 22:36
Classified information: there is a certain male someone that, if I wasn't with Wes, I would bone him in a heart beat. Now don't take that the wrong way, it's not like I'm gonna break up with/cheat on Wes, this isn't some deep longing for another man. This is a random lusty attraction to another person. There is no substance and there isn't even an intense lust, it's just something I realized tonight. Nasty dirty little shallow fantasies are what make us human, and I fully intend to run images through my head guilt free, because I know I would never actually act any of them out, nor do I have any real desire to, and I know that I love Wes, infact, if I feel like being a bit dirtier, I may even involve BOTH of them in these images, thank you very much, lol. If you are curious as to who the person is and you think you might have a good idea that you would like to verify with me, please feel free to relay your guess to me. But it must be in person, via email/IM, or over the phone, because I won't respond if you post your guess as a comment. Good night fellow hell bound souls.
P.S. I didn't make this friends only cause the person it's about most likely doesn't read my journal, and if for some god forsaken reason he does, then he won't even know it's about him, lol.
P.P.S. Wes, if you are reading this, for the love of all things holy please don't be pissed off. You know I'm yours, and you know that you are the only one I wanna be with. I love you baby.
Good night again.