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..........a slight epiphany..............
When everybody is doing the same thing it's at times hard to stomach it and not feel as though perhaps they know something I don't or they're experiencing something I should be. I see where that stems from at this very moment and perhaps I've known it all along, but I'm not yet around those who share the same passions as mine. It can be tough waking up every single day feeling like an outsider in nearly everything I'm associated with and it used to be a depressing thing to me, but it's clearly presenting it's true nature........... it's not meant to be wallowed over, it's meant for me to find my calling. Even deeper, it's meant for me to continue to strive to be even more comfortable in my own skin and embrace what I truly am.
I've read some interesting articles as of late, some of which profiling some professional athletes such as Miguel Batista of the Toronto Blue Jays and Ricky Williams of the Miami Dolphins............I know their stories, not because I've
read about them, but because I KNOW what it's like. God, the craziest thing about Batista's article is that at the end of it I was like "that man's a Pisces" ........sure enough I checked his DOB and he's a Pisces alright.........same as ma'self.
I don't know........just wanted to share........ if any of you are curious, those articles, especially the Batista one, can give you some insight on part of the core of who I am........of course I can't sit here and say it'll give you the complete story, because those two individuals are their own persons.
When everybody is doing the same thing it's at times hard to stomach it and not feel as though perhaps they know something I don't or they're experiencing something I should be. I see where that stems from at this very moment and perhaps I've known it all along, but I'm not yet around those who share the same passions as mine. It can be tough waking up every single day feeling like an outsider in nearly everything I'm associated with and it used to be a depressing thing to me, but it's clearly presenting it's true nature........... it's not meant to be wallowed over, it's meant for me to find my calling. Even deeper, it's meant for me to continue to strive to be even more comfortable in my own skin and embrace what I truly am.
I've read some interesting articles as of late, some of which profiling some professional athletes such as Miguel Batista of the Toronto Blue Jays and Ricky Williams of the Miami Dolphins............I know their stories, not because I've
read about them, but because I KNOW what it's like. God, the craziest thing about Batista's article is that at the end of it I was like "that man's a Pisces" ........sure enough I checked his DOB and he's a Pisces alright.........same as ma'self.
I don't know........just wanted to share........ if any of you are curious, those articles, especially the Batista one, can give you some insight on part of the core of who I am........of course I can't sit here and say it'll give you the complete story, because those two individuals are their own persons.