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...............so it's time for me to get used to not having a good friend around. Much like how hard it was for me to say goodbye to Jeff & Jason when I graduated UofA, saying goodbye to Shawn was not an easy chore. It's not everyday you get to be around a person whom you instantly bond with.......a person who doesn't have alterior motives, a person who doesn't need you to prove anything to them nor do they feel like proving anything to you. It's almost insta-friendship and it kills me that friendships aren't as easy to form as mine with Shawn is/was.
I don't get my kicks from having a thousand friends. Most people don't know me all that well and nor do I let'em know me. With Shawn it was different and I knew that the first day we started talking at work. There aren't too many people who've had a profound effect or influence on my life(I could count the total on one hand) and I'm not looking forward to the effects of not having him around. Gilligan's on Wednesday nights will never be the same...........shit that was a place I never would step foot in before I met him. He changed that for me...... not only at Gilligans, but I learned how to have fun everywhere when he was around.
Man it just sucks. The guy is just so genuine and so open to life as opposed to most of the population of Scottsdale. It really blows that basically all the closest friends I've ever made are all in other places. Having the kind of foundation I've had with Shawn being here is nearly irreplaceable. It was almost a gurantee we'd hang out 3-4 nights a week..........now nothing. Bah.........should've bolted with him to work on Mackinac Island when I had the chance...............sigh...............
I don't get my kicks from having a thousand friends. Most people don't know me all that well and nor do I let'em know me. With Shawn it was different and I knew that the first day we started talking at work. There aren't too many people who've had a profound effect or influence on my life(I could count the total on one hand) and I'm not looking forward to the effects of not having him around. Gilligan's on Wednesday nights will never be the same...........shit that was a place I never would step foot in before I met him. He changed that for me...... not only at Gilligans, but I learned how to have fun everywhere when he was around.
Man it just sucks. The guy is just so genuine and so open to life as opposed to most of the population of Scottsdale. It really blows that basically all the closest friends I've ever made are all in other places. Having the kind of foundation I've had with Shawn being here is nearly irreplaceable. It was almost a gurantee we'd hang out 3-4 nights a week..........now nothing. Bah.........should've bolted with him to work on Mackinac Island when I had the chance...............sigh...............