she sleeps like a girl and wakes like a woman
how is it everything always moves so fast
but the one thing u want takes forever
youve got my stomach doing flips
my head turning 360s
my tongue twisting into knots
theres no one else i can run to
u tie me up mercilessly
torturing me with placid stares
....if you only knew
im sooooo PMSing right know. ive got all the physical aspects along with the emotional...just make it end (it hasnt even started lol). ok, enough period talk. saturday is gonna be, in one not so worthy word, amazing. Ani Difranco....i am sooo in the angry bitch mood for her right now. it couldnt be more perfect. totally diking it out....bring on the lesbians!!!!! lol jk.
lately boys have been really puzzling me lately. honestly, i just dont think i can commit to anyone right now. im so comfortable with being single now. i used to always think i needed someone but, fuck that. im entirely free and independent now. i can do whatever i want whenever i want. noo late night phone calls, gifts, obligations, or strings attached. i just like to have fun. except something ALWAYS gets in the way of that. this is why i hate the opposite sex, but love them as well. theyve got a way of making me jump to a level of happiness i cant achieve by myself. ive become such a "good girl" its scary. and in some sick twisted unexplainable way, i like it. ive developed a newfound respect for myself. and i know im rabbling, but then just dont bother reading anymore of this. i find myself crushing on my summer boys (one in particular) but i dont know, i just cant pursue them. i feel as though i need to get him out of my system and continue on lol. ive known him since may and wow, we're such good friends and i feel as though i cant break that. whatever im sick of overanalyzing and confusing myself over and over again.
OMG, i almost forgot, for those of u who live under rocks....I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the one thing u want takes forever
youve got my stomach doing flips
my head turning 360s
my tongue twisting into knots
theres no one else i can run to
u tie me up mercilessly
torturing me with placid stares
....if you only knew
im sooooo PMSing right know. ive got all the physical aspects along with the emotional...just make it end (it hasnt even started lol). ok, enough period talk. saturday is gonna be, in one not so worthy word, amazing. Ani Difranco....i am sooo in the angry bitch mood for her right now. it couldnt be more perfect. totally diking it out....bring on the lesbians!!!!! lol jk.
lately boys have been really puzzling me lately. honestly, i just dont think i can commit to anyone right now. im so comfortable with being single now. i used to always think i needed someone but, fuck that. im entirely free and independent now. i can do whatever i want whenever i want. noo late night phone calls, gifts, obligations, or strings attached. i just like to have fun. except something ALWAYS gets in the way of that. this is why i hate the opposite sex, but love them as well. theyve got a way of making me jump to a level of happiness i cant achieve by myself. ive become such a "good girl" its scary. and in some sick twisted unexplainable way, i like it. ive developed a newfound respect for myself. and i know im rabbling, but then just dont bother reading anymore of this. i find myself crushing on my summer boys (one in particular) but i dont know, i just cant pursue them. i feel as though i need to get him out of my system and continue on lol. ive known him since may and wow, we're such good friends and i feel as though i cant break that. whatever im sick of overanalyzing and confusing myself over and over again.
OMG, i almost forgot, for those of u who live under rocks....I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!