b e n d i n g before i break..
things are ending...friends are beginning to come back
ive made a decision and its that despite what i may have said in the past few months, this summer is gonna be effing A m a z i n g. its chilly down in my basement and i would like the beach right about now.
::yesterday my mom and i were picking out sheet patterns and shit for my dorm:: scary? exciting? i think i little bit of both.
furthermore, i feel as though this summer will be full of fun, hellos and goodbyes, trouble, and of course many regrets and mistakes..scratch that, no regrets...just shit that i probably shouldnt do but do anyway. psht..its my last high school summer..so SUCK it (lol).
the old and new (in all aspects) are making me sad, happy, ecstatic, excited confused and at a loss. but this is a summer of no regrets and pure fun. the end.
and i think for the first time, im finally over it (that huge cloud over my head for the past couple of years) now its time to move on..to what REALLY shouldve happened.
happiness, sometimes, it just creeps in
ive made a decision and its that despite what i may have said in the past few months, this summer is gonna be effing A m a z i n g. its chilly down in my basement and i would like the beach right about now.
::yesterday my mom and i were picking out sheet patterns and shit for my dorm:: scary? exciting? i think i little bit of both.
furthermore, i feel as though this summer will be full of fun, hellos and goodbyes, trouble, and of course many regrets and mistakes..scratch that, no regrets...just shit that i probably shouldnt do but do anyway. psht..its my last high school summer..so SUCK it (lol).
the old and new (in all aspects) are making me sad, happy, ecstatic, excited confused and at a loss. but this is a summer of no regrets and pure fun. the end.
and i think for the first time, im finally over it (that huge cloud over my head for the past couple of years) now its time to move on..to what REALLY shouldve happened.
happiness, sometimes, it just creeps in