let the good times roll..

Jan 06, 2006 23:40

random night. went to pisces with baltz and cait. it was fun. joined in on a "lit circle like" gathering of babylon hs. there was a kid named toby and he knew how to lay down a beat. the tea was good. the trip there was long. i had a decent time.
the whole poetry reading thing, made me realize that i need to start writing again. yea, i write but i need to go back to REALLY writing. maybe even sharing it? one step at a time..
i need to go to another concert, NOW. its getting bad. i swear its an addiction. i crave live music. i need to be exposed to some new music as well, im a little bored with the stuff i have. dont get me wrong i love the ones i have but, i need something new. i think i may go to tower tomorrow and pick up some random cds. yes, definitely will do that.

i really feel as though i may be neglecting some of my friends. i find myself hanging out with the same people each weekend and ignoring my other friends. its not like i like another group better than the other, there have jsut been better oppurtunities with one group. i dont know, i just have the time or the energy to make sure i hang out with each different group of people. part of me just doesnt care. in 8 months ill be out of here, making new friends anyways, and when i do come back, there will be NO TIME to see everyone. i feel like shit. shittier than shit..the shittiest piece of shitty shit that shit can find. yea, thats my feelings right there, in a nutshell

..while im at tower, i need to pick up a separate peace so that i might watch the movie and know what the fuck is going on in my writing center sessions. i hate the writing center. the end
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