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I am a pretentious ass. I am arrogant. I speak higher of myself than what I am worth. I claim I am objective when I am horribly bias. I fuck myself up and claim it's the fault of those around me. I blame a dead man for the pain in my life. I hold onto that which others have let go so I can claim I'm better than them. I lay claim to the work of others. I lie. I make claims I will cross a world, and when the potential to do so is on front of me I turn away and ignore it. I have an ego this world can't hold. I am mentally masochistic. I choose to hold myself back so I can claim my life is harder than the life of those around me. I sit on my high horse, stating that because I don't drink or do drugs that I'm better than others. I alter my personality to mesh with those around me, in effect lying to them as to who I am. I'm now lying to myself about who I am. I am a worm, a parasite on those I see. My morals are shotty. I am what I've made myself, Nothing.