So, it's been awhile.....

Oct 26, 2008 00:08

I haven't been writing all that much on here, or anywhere for that matter, really. I've been pretty depressed for a few weeks, and, while I'd love to be writing, my mind's just not able to function.
My boyfriend of 4 years just broke up with me. While that alone is upsetting enough, he told me that one of the main reasons was because he couldn't handle my depression anymore. That hurt. Mainly because he told me in the beginning that he'd help me deal with it as much as he could, that it wouldn't affect how he felt about me. Well, as House always says, everybody lies. I was just hoping that he wouldn't, at least not about that.
Then there's my sister. Considering how personal that issue is, I don't feel the need to get into it. But, she has been getting on my nerves. I wish I could help her, but there really is nothing for me to do, but just listen. And I do, but, sometimes it a bit overwhelming...
I think that's it for now. I'm gonna go back to relaxing....
If anyone needs me, I'm sure you can find me.....

rambling, depressed

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