these are the hazy crazy days worth living
Okay. So I’m officially stoked for Florida. My desktop background is a big photo of Rollins. I keep having dreams that involve sunshine, shopping on Park Avenue of downtown Winter Park, being able to see Connie whenever I want, the possibility of new love and every opportunity, (literally) under the sun.
The idea that there literally is a party every night at college is a little intimidating as well. I mean, I’m not that much of a partier, I can count on my hands the number of parties I’ve been to that involved alcohol. But all that stands to change in college. As they say “There’s a time and place for everything, and that’s college.” There’s going to be so many distractions. Sunshine, sex and parties.
And of course knowing me, I’ll be on the lookout for that guy. I had my fun. I’ve yet to encounter anyone who had the potential for a long-term, satisfying relationship. Maybe I’ll meet that person, or better yet a few of those people… options are key. I want someone who I can call up at 3 in the morning if I had a problem, and who will actually listen to me. Someone who says I love you back. Someone who… wants more of the things that I want. I wonder if I can find that in college or if it will be just more the same.
So this is my essay, this is my goodbye. I would like to conclude by saying to a certain boy that I still love you and I wish things could have worked out better between us. I will miss you, undoubtedly.
-Ashley
The idea that there literally is a party every night at college is a little intimidating as well. I mean, I’m not that much of a partier, I can count on my hands the number of parties I’ve been to that involved alcohol. But all that stands to change in college. As they say “There’s a time and place for everything, and that’s college.” There’s going to be so many distractions. Sunshine, sex and parties.
And of course knowing me, I’ll be on the lookout for that guy. I had my fun. I’ve yet to encounter anyone who had the potential for a long-term, satisfying relationship. Maybe I’ll meet that person, or better yet a few of those people… options are key. I want someone who I can call up at 3 in the morning if I had a problem, and who will actually listen to me. Someone who says I love you back. Someone who… wants more of the things that I want. I wonder if I can find that in college or if it will be just more the same.
So this is my essay, this is my goodbye. I would like to conclude by saying to a certain boy that I still love you and I wish things could have worked out better between us. I will miss you, undoubtedly.
-Ashley