I wish I could breathe myself into your life
"If I was invisible, I could just watch you in your room"; does that creep anyone else out coming from clay aiken? Just a thought.
So the Apprentice is a really sweet show... I am seriously addicted. I can't believe they voted that chick off! Whateva.. it's just sad how much I love that show, it makes me want to be a businesswoman so bad. And live in NYC. And unapolegetically use sex appeal to get ahead. Ok never mind.
We randomly have a dance this friday... I have nothing to wear! How typical. I smell a trip to galleria. And I just realized today that prom is really not that far away and I do need a dress, and possibly a date?I haven't though about it at all; just a week ago I was teasing some chick for freaking out about the matter. Haha this is going to be an adventure. I looove date hunting. Boys are supposed to ask girls? Screw that shit.
Mike Kawi you still are not speaking to me. And yes I noticed, this is all sooo stupid. I'm not gonna make the first move; I get the feeling you don't really want to talk; but if you are reading this for god's sake IM me. This is not a situation were fault is relevant. I'm leaving in a few months and this is ridiculous that theres even a possibilty that I should leave on bad terms with you of all people, who was supposedly one of my best friends. Maybe you don't need me anymore. Maybe you think I don't need you anymore. I'm sorry if what I said lead you to believe that. I hate fights and confrontations; you know that, you know me. So please, talk to me.
Peace and love and happiness.