Sep 23, 2005 00:54
i was there for you in your darkest times. i dropped everything to help you out, yet you couldn't help me when i needed you. i feel hurt and betrayed. i want everything to be like it was again, but i can't approach you. if you want to stay my friend, call me or come up to me at school. don't ignore me. i love you more than you can know..more than i can know, if it hurts me this much to be angry with you.
i hold grudges..it's something about me i don't understand and don't like, but don't know how to change. it's in my blood. i didn't talk to my mom for a year and 9 months..i don't want to lose you as a friend, but if you don't make a move to make up for hurting me, i don't think there is any other choice.
just think about that, and decide how close a friendship we really have/had.