whoa
yeah ive been gone for a looooong time. sorry i guess i was waiting for something good to happen. like for things to take a change for the best or worst. well i can honestly say things have made a 180 in a few departments. like for 1 thing i finally have a bf! i know yay, about time, etc. secondly, im not as depressed now that ive gone out into the sunlight. a good thing since i had a few ppl thinkin that i might be suicidal . which im not. duh!! anyway they only problems now are that my family has been tickin me off. oh and a few guys are trippin cuz they want to go out w/ me. but where in the hell were they when i was shopping?? my life has this big tendency to be ironic. thats why i live in a parallel universe known as "Ironica." but at least the population is no longer one (me). now its 3. Rei, Jay, & me. cuz Rei used to get all types of play and now her well has run dry. Jay can get plenty of play but he really likes someone who doesnt want him or something? effin crazy. our lives. at least were still in this together. damn it i think we may actually be unbreakable!! i mean as friends. oh and beo u know ur in here too. and katie got damn it jump in & bring moose w/ ya. we cant only have one of us w/ our back against the wall.