i died, well i think
yesterday i was on the phone w/ julius when my chest started to ache. the left side started to throb. it was weird. but then the pain began to spread to the left side of my back. all of my muscles in my chest and back on the left side locked up. it hurt to breathe and move. then my left arm started to ache too. but not for long because it went numb from the elbow up. idk know what was wrong but it started to hurt so much that i hung up w/ julius. i was trying to dial my mom's number but the pain distracted me so that i couldnt remember her number. i tried to get up and ask my sis but i fell down on my floor.(i was laying in my bed)then i passed out. it was like around 6 or something. next thing i know my mom was waking me up and it was 11:01!!! idk what that was all about but i never want to go through it again. what really sucks is that i couldnt sleep all night because my chest still hurts, even though i dont feel like im having a heartache anymore. i cant go to the doctor because i have to watch my brother and the car is gone. (my mom's bf is at HIS doctor) it hurts to move still and my muscles are in such a tight ball. it hurts when i cough too, so it has to be my lung. damn. i think i should take an aray of pain pills or steal one of my mom's bf's prescribed pain pills and break off a piece. this sucks so bad. and my brother keeps jumping on the bed. if i could reach him id rip out his spine.
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!??
other than that and my bumping heads w/ my mom. everything is gravy. ive been abled to stay w/ money for like a month AND spend like i have a job!!! YaY. i just wish i DID have a job.
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!??
other than that and my bumping heads w/ my mom. everything is gravy. ive been abled to stay w/ money for like a month AND spend like i have a job!!! YaY. i just wish i DID have a job.