crying
i think i just had my first arguement w/ bryan. i hate the damn internet. he misunderstood me. i think. all i was saying is that he sleeps all day and is up all night. its bad enough that i hardly get to see him because of transportation and im stuck w/ the kids. but then he wants to sleep all day and then at night when its a thousand o'clock he wants to go out. and thats if im even up. im not trying to bitch him out. i just feel like i really need him and he said that he would always be there for me but, how can he if he is always sleeping? and then he says "im sorry if im not the perfect man." like i want him to be. nobody is "perfect" and i kno that. how dare he. and when i tried to explain that i was just saying that im just kinda ticked but im not trying to change him then he like, well then u can stop now. shit, i cant do anything right anymore.
