ho ho ho
watching home alone. in my home. alone. the heat's up high and I've got a mug full of hot chocolate with marshmallows which will hopefully put me to sleep. had a small 'mexican' dinner with the parentals which consisted of mainly tamales and pandulse for dessert. there was no tree or decorations and my gift was a coffee bean card in a plain white envelope with a bow on it. sorry, but that doesn't count as christmas in my book so this year I didn't get one. I don't care about gifts, they've never been a big part of my life anyway, but the absence of christmas in the home...is just lame and dare I say depressing.
kinda feel like a big dork with this blanket wrapped around me while I drink this but it's all good. I'm warm. the day is over and for the most part I'm content. there was one thing I wanted for christmas that I didn't get but I realized how foolish of an idea it was to even consider that I'd get it. kinda with andy on his post -- don't miss it enough to want to buy it but I do agree with him. I'm sleepy now. warm chocolatey milk was a good choice.
side note - had the weirdest dream while I was napping.
a special elevator in a hotel that can take you to different infinite realities. each floor is a different place. everytime you leave the elevator to enter one of these places you automatically begin to lose you memory of the real world and are drawn into the reality you step into. I lost my memories of everything and was unable to remember how I had gotten there/how long I had been there. wild stuff.
kinda feel like a big dork with this blanket wrapped around me while I drink this but it's all good. I'm warm. the day is over and for the most part I'm content. there was one thing I wanted for christmas that I didn't get but I realized how foolish of an idea it was to even consider that I'd get it. kinda with andy on his post -- don't miss it enough to want to buy it but I do agree with him. I'm sleepy now. warm chocolatey milk was a good choice.
side note - had the weirdest dream while I was napping.
a special elevator in a hotel that can take you to different infinite realities. each floor is a different place. everytime you leave the elevator to enter one of these places you automatically begin to lose you memory of the real world and are drawn into the reality you step into. I lost my memories of everything and was unable to remember how I had gotten there/how long I had been there. wild stuff.