Nov 08, 2005 18:27
How dare you tell me of honesty? How dare you tell me of Truth? How dare you make me doubt every part of myself that I see as good? How dare you make me feel worthless? And yet, you do.
Congratulations, you have broken me. You have finally made me see the world as you do. I will not trust anyone, and they shouldn't trust me. I am empty, and I have to act like I am not. I don't see the beauty in things I once cherished. I won't let anyone in, and they will not know they are at a distance. I will hurt and cry and be alone.
And you don't understand, and you probably won't try. You will say I'm crazy and jealous and bitter. You will say I'm a liar, and it's not you. You will say it's all about perception, and I will walk through everyday fake smile on my face.
"The problem is Alfie that you don't ever try to hurt anyone, but you do. You do."