I know how you kiss, I know all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round...
whats been going on lately.
hmm. well, its been a few weeks since grandpa died. I still think about him sometimes and feel sad. I dont know why. He had a good, full life. The end was a little rough, but my guess is that it will be for everyone at that age. Maybe its not so much that it's sad, I just miss him. He was one of the greatest people I've ever known.
It also got me thinking about death. And as morbid as it sounds it made me think about my own funeral and what people would say and think and feel. Sometimes things like that really make you want to be better. It also gives you a more realistic perspective on life, like not to sweat the small stuff. Its harder to do than it sounds, but its true.
Well onto something less deep. I dont know what to do about school anymore! Its really driving me crazy. For like 3 months I was DYING to go away. So I applied to a bunch of state schools and now I'm having second thoughts. Im beginning to realize that if I go away, Im going to be completely alone. At first I thought that would be such a relief to be away from everyone. But now I'm thinking that it would be extremely lonely. So I applied to Nova and FAU. I feel so aggravated about school. I want to get done so badly but I just don't know where to go. I'm leaving my options open though...I'm still going to see where I get accepted and go from there.
Work has been okay lately. No serious drama to comment on. Things are still a little eh in the office but I dont think that will ever change and Im beginning to just accept the inevitable. Things at home are good too. It was Dad and Gabys birthdays over the weekend so that was fun. I got to hang out with rolo and that was fun as always. I wish we lived closer to each other so we could hang out more. Things with shane are good too. We're taking a trip to Chicago next month so that should be interesting. Nicoles wedding is in like 2 weeks, she must be thrilled lol. Im so happy that I finally just get to go to a wedding and be a spectator. lol. No more wedding rehearsals, dress fittings, drama. Im sure it'll be nice. This tuesday I also get to go to a work luncheon for people that have worked 6, 11, and 16 years at publix. I cant believe ive been at that place for 6 years now. crazyyy.
Well I think thats my update. Lata kids :)
hmm. well, its been a few weeks since grandpa died. I still think about him sometimes and feel sad. I dont know why. He had a good, full life. The end was a little rough, but my guess is that it will be for everyone at that age. Maybe its not so much that it's sad, I just miss him. He was one of the greatest people I've ever known.
It also got me thinking about death. And as morbid as it sounds it made me think about my own funeral and what people would say and think and feel. Sometimes things like that really make you want to be better. It also gives you a more realistic perspective on life, like not to sweat the small stuff. Its harder to do than it sounds, but its true.
Well onto something less deep. I dont know what to do about school anymore! Its really driving me crazy. For like 3 months I was DYING to go away. So I applied to a bunch of state schools and now I'm having second thoughts. Im beginning to realize that if I go away, Im going to be completely alone. At first I thought that would be such a relief to be away from everyone. But now I'm thinking that it would be extremely lonely. So I applied to Nova and FAU. I feel so aggravated about school. I want to get done so badly but I just don't know where to go. I'm leaving my options open though...I'm still going to see where I get accepted and go from there.
Work has been okay lately. No serious drama to comment on. Things are still a little eh in the office but I dont think that will ever change and Im beginning to just accept the inevitable. Things at home are good too. It was Dad and Gabys birthdays over the weekend so that was fun. I got to hang out with rolo and that was fun as always. I wish we lived closer to each other so we could hang out more. Things with shane are good too. We're taking a trip to Chicago next month so that should be interesting. Nicoles wedding is in like 2 weeks, she must be thrilled lol. Im so happy that I finally just get to go to a wedding and be a spectator. lol. No more wedding rehearsals, dress fittings, drama. Im sure it'll be nice. This tuesday I also get to go to a work luncheon for people that have worked 6, 11, and 16 years at publix. I cant believe ive been at that place for 6 years now. crazyyy.
Well I think thats my update. Lata kids :)