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Dec 12, 2004 22:58

I dont understand myself, someone help me
this water is so dense, it hurts to swim thru
I fail your test miserably, i fail everytime
i am losing faith in you, where are you
Dont you understand, do you want to?
everyday, this war waged against me,
what do you hope to conquer?
I have failed miserably, I fail everytime

i live in the norm of bewildered darkness
this price of loneliness, pain, and suffocation
doesnt reach the highest summits of neverland
This mental dillusion of hope, and future
my weakness, I believed to be true.

Entirely lost, where do I belong, to whom?
My supposed history, race, religion, and skin
none look with friendly eyes,
but bitter, and adversarial, they turn their backs
you're half this, almost us, not enough for us,
I run away, shun myself, not worthy of a tear,
I have failed miserably, I fail everyone.

fringed speech, i do not talk to anyone, but you
Its all in here, only you look,
I am too scared for once, its unnatural growth.
This sense of displeasure, injustice, uncompleteness, incompatibility,
Am i not worthy of a simple contented stroll in this earth?
Free me, Free me, free me
stuck in the middle of all miseries
free me. help me, give back my wings
Dont let me fail miserably,
dont let me fail you.
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