closure
I think this is what I finally needed. At first I was devastated, but now everything is perfect. I think that this finally closed the chapter that she would not close. All I wanted was some sort of explanation. Some sort of reason. But this by far replaced that. This took it to a whole new level. There are 2 special women in my life that made it so much easier. Well, 3 if you include the car. It's funny, after 2.5 years she still doesn't have a name. I must name her soon. But back on topic, I would like to thank her for finally giving me closure, even tho it was inadvertant and I don't think I was supposed to know. :)