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my heart sunk earlier. i saw a picture of her and just wanted to be with her. she is so beautiful. so smart. so funny. i miss her.
earlier i went to a baby shower. it was fun. i won a prize, but it was girlie stuff from VS. i know who i want to give it to, but i can't.
i think my reactions will get me killed. i heard a noise outside of the house around 1 am and my first instinct was to run outside and see what it was. then i thought to myself, wtf are you thinking? i then heard a guy's voice. so i turned off all the lights and tried to peek outside. i noticed our fence was open and it never is unless someone is out back. so i grabbed my knife. my heart started pounding. i wanted to flee. it's the whole fight or flight thing. first i wanted to fight, then i wanted to flee. luckily nothing happened.
earlier i went to a baby shower. it was fun. i won a prize, but it was girlie stuff from VS. i know who i want to give it to, but i can't.
i think my reactions will get me killed. i heard a noise outside of the house around 1 am and my first instinct was to run outside and see what it was. then i thought to myself, wtf are you thinking? i then heard a guy's voice. so i turned off all the lights and tried to peek outside. i noticed our fence was open and it never is unless someone is out back. so i grabbed my knife. my heart started pounding. i wanted to flee. it's the whole fight or flight thing. first i wanted to fight, then i wanted to flee. luckily nothing happened.