UPDATE
Ok people,
I know i havnt written in here in a while. Too consumed with MYspace. Anyways here is a quick update...
I am back in Rochester NY. I came back to fix the mess I made last year dealing with legal issues and I also came back to get some help. I feel like i am on the verge of a break down. I am just riding on the back of my depression lately as it takes me dark places I do NOT want to be. All i do is sleep, cant hardly eat. I went to the doctors today and they perscribed me Effexer. I have heard wounderful things about it from friends who are on it...so hopefully it helps cause i cant see myself traveling down this road much further before something chatostrophic happends.
Anyways i turned myself into the Greece police yesterday for my warrant. I figured that I would be spending a couple of days in jail so i scarfed down a few too many anxiety pills and well...i think i took too many. There was 72$ bail put out on me and i told them i had no one to pay it so they called my mom and she paid it. I tried to get them not to call her but they did anyways. By the time she got there i was fast asleep in the holding cell. After of course i threw up when my finger prints were taken , and totaly made an ass out of myself with the officers. Ill never do that again...I couldnt even talk right and when the police were talking to me everything was all echoed. Anyways not a good experience from what i can remember.
So anyways all this just enforces the fact that Tiffany has a wee problem...I really hope i can fix this shit fast...i am going no where. In florida i had a job...a great one and was doing school and oh so many other things. I need to get back to that point...ROCHESTER DEPRESSES ME!
I know i havnt written in here in a while. Too consumed with MYspace. Anyways here is a quick update...
I am back in Rochester NY. I came back to fix the mess I made last year dealing with legal issues and I also came back to get some help. I feel like i am on the verge of a break down. I am just riding on the back of my depression lately as it takes me dark places I do NOT want to be. All i do is sleep, cant hardly eat. I went to the doctors today and they perscribed me Effexer. I have heard wounderful things about it from friends who are on it...so hopefully it helps cause i cant see myself traveling down this road much further before something chatostrophic happends.
Anyways i turned myself into the Greece police yesterday for my warrant. I figured that I would be spending a couple of days in jail so i scarfed down a few too many anxiety pills and well...i think i took too many. There was 72$ bail put out on me and i told them i had no one to pay it so they called my mom and she paid it. I tried to get them not to call her but they did anyways. By the time she got there i was fast asleep in the holding cell. After of course i threw up when my finger prints were taken , and totaly made an ass out of myself with the officers. Ill never do that again...I couldnt even talk right and when the police were talking to me everything was all echoed. Anyways not a good experience from what i can remember.
So anyways all this just enforces the fact that Tiffany has a wee problem...I really hope i can fix this shit fast...i am going no where. In florida i had a job...a great one and was doing school and oh so many other things. I need to get back to that point...ROCHESTER DEPRESSES ME!