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OMG i cant believe I have forgotten untill this point...what the hell is wrong with me...I think i am understanding now what is going on wrong with me. Ok around this time (comming up VERY soon) 3 years ago is when my step mother, father, uncle dave, and the roomate in the house all died within a couple of months from each other (everyone in the house) freak accidents mainly...
anyways after that around every year annaversery of it (when the weather/seasons change) something very bad has happened. Last year on the 2 year annaversery is when i got into very bad drugs...the year before that more family deaths and I dont even really want to get into that year...anyways I noticed every year around that time my attitude changing and I get depressed...I wounder what might happen this year...no wounder why I am sencing something bad, now i put the pieces together.
Weather or not anything will happen my attitude is still changing like it does every year around this time...and for all of you reading my journal that know me in person...if I am acting weird lately..it isnt you!
anyways after that around every year annaversery of it (when the weather/seasons change) something very bad has happened. Last year on the 2 year annaversery is when i got into very bad drugs...the year before that more family deaths and I dont even really want to get into that year...anyways I noticed every year around that time my attitude changing and I get depressed...I wounder what might happen this year...no wounder why I am sencing something bad, now i put the pieces together.
Weather or not anything will happen my attitude is still changing like it does every year around this time...and for all of you reading my journal that know me in person...if I am acting weird lately..it isnt you!