May 02, 2008 03:58
Did I say I was sad that classes ends officially today?
I changed my mind.
I AM WAY DEPRESSED.
People around me are cheering away, expressing gladness and relief that the spring term is ending.
They look forward in anticipation to the long summer break and returning home.
They make comments like, SEE YOU NEXT SEMESTER!!
They all CAN'T WAIT.
Sadly, I feel none of their joy.
I can't say SEE YOU NEXT SEMESTER at all.
Excluding the NUS people.
The last thing I want is for classes to end.
The last thing I want is to leave BU forever.
The last thing I want is to say goodbye to the friendships made here. (especially when you've just really gotten to know everyone and hang out more)
The last thing I want is to go back home.
I can't take it, I feel a little bit over emotional.
Exams week from now til 13th May when I move out of Hall. My beloved room.
I seriously love it here. I RULE MY OWN LIFE MAN.
I welcome freedom and independence with BIG open arms.
I realized there really is a HUGE personality difference with the people who feel like me and the people who don't.
People who don't understand will probably judge. (Don't they all?)
WHO CARES ABOUT YOU ALREADY. bah!
I need to prolong my stay here as long as possible.
Maybe I shall consider being an illegal immigrant.
*miserable*
school,
whiney geri,
boston