Apr 18, 2005 23:01
Newest life lesson: The World is Your Mirror
Everything is what you make it to be. It is a reflection of you. And I am going to make the best of everything. Happiness finds you when you least expect it, and love hides behind every corner... if you just let it in. Its a hard lesson to learn, letting love and happiness in. It requires change...and change is just scary.
There is a dance show tomorrow. I will only be doing two dances.... which is much better than it was. But the point is that I am putting 110% into the show tomorrow. It will be hott. It won't be the show I wanted it to be ... but it will work out in the end to be all right. I hope we have a good audience ... one that semi-understands the situation.
Today I realized how much I am going to miss my philly kids when I go home. It's easy right now to just say I want to go home. But it is true. I'll miss everyone from school. I hope everyone keeps in touch over the summer.
It is almost time to go home too.... I'll be back in three weeks. I see dancing on tables, lots of mixed drinks, funny pictures, and good memories.
[ i am not me anymore, at least not the same me i was]
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-you know you love me-
Jessica