Apr 01, 2014 23:39
Kevin and I are getting married on Friday and I think I'm going to die. I'm a huge ball of nerves, sooo so anxious and antsy. I've been blowing up on people left and right. I'm running on borrowed patience!
And you know what the worst fucking question to ask a bride is? "Have you figured out ______?"
NO! I PROBABLY HAVE NOT FIGURED IT OUT YET, I PROBABLY HAVE THAT AND A BILLION OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND AT THE SAME TIME ALL THE TIME, SO STOP ASKING!!!!! JUST SHOW UP TO THE WEDDING AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT I DECIDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm only planning for like 20 people! And I'm this stressed! This shit is real. I finally wrote my vows yesterday so that's good. After the wedding I will post our vows here if you all want to see them! We're getting married on Friday and then that night my mom and aunt booked a hotel for us to stay at for the weekend. That'll be nice! The whole event should be nice, I'm just so nervous about how it's all going to work. It's weird, I'm more nervous about the wedding than I am about getting married. Is that normal?!
Tomorrow I have a final exam which I'm dying over. Seriously what a terrible week to have a final, didn't my teacher take into account that I'm getting married on Friday?! Just kidding but it really is awful. I'm sure I'm going to mess up because I'm a big bundle of nervessssss oh well.
I literally can't put together any more thoughts but I needed to get out some energy and craziness before bed. Love you guyssss <3