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June 7 a day im not looking forward to. Aimee is moving to flordia for who knows how lonh. Maybe forever., im realy upset by it. Even though I've only known her for a a year and a half I felt like I've know her for 6. We have grown so close in the time we've been friends. She is my best friend in my eyes and it hurts me so much to see her leave. I know its the best choice for her though. Life is crazy. Im only 18 and I think so much has already happpened but ihave my entier life left. Im not even done being a teenager. Even though I feel like im not. In 2 years im gonna be in my career working and making a living for myself at 21. I think my biggest problem is thinking to the future to much. I don't want to I just do. I sit and think what my lifes gonna be like what's going to happen and what will I have to go through. Im kind of scared of what it holds but at the same time excited. I just don't know sometimes. This month sucks. Fuck may. I just want it to be over so I can start the summer and be over with this month. My little sister is gonna be 6 moths. Weird. Idk. Random post.