hey
i haven't written in a while and i feel pretty lame about it. this week in school was the week of shooting. our movie that is. there were three groupes and my group was the one who finnished first! yesterday that is. we also finnished according to scheduel almost everyday. there are some continuity faults that we are going to try and fix this week comming up. the editing week. the director and the continuity person are the ones who do the editing. but the director are aloud to choose one more to edit with them and she chose me! yay! i'm the photographer. i had A LOT of fun shooting. the actors were a pain in the ass sometimes and it was very stressful! but man was it awesome..!
i guess that's one of the reasons i haven't written but another one is that i haven't wanted to.. i don't feel like doing any of the things i used to do.. like writing here almost every day.. or read magazines i buy.. i've bought three since i've been here and i haven't opened them.... wtf..
i feel shitty right now cus earlier me and two guys were talking and i told them about how i got interested in movies. and they decided to RATE the "story"! and when they went into the next room (not even a wall between just a blanket that is hung up) they said to each other that my story was lame and they graded it 2 out of 5 instead of 3 like they told me... this really made me sad.... assholes.. i really like them but why in the name of FUCK did they have to do that??????????? i toled one of them about this site ad he found me on it but i asked him not to read my journal and he said he wouldn't but now i don't trust him.. i'm not gonna make this a friends only post cus I HOPE HE'S READING IT!!!! but i think he understood i heard them THROUGH THE BLANKET because i was really cold to him like a minute later...
we had a wrap party yesterday but it was raining so it wasn't a big party... hardly a party at all.. but i had fun.. i kinda bonded with mats, who you may remember...., and we are gonna hang aout with his friends later ad have beer but i don't feel like it now cus i'm sad..
i've been thinking about getting a tattoo for a while now and i think i know what i want now. i've been pretty sure i want something to do with red hot chili peppers or anthony kiedis. and i was listening to them ealier today and hear from some song "there's a love that knows the way" (from by the way album) and i fell for it. i heard about some girl who had her name aroud her wrist and i think i'd like to have it around mine too..the lyric of course.. my name would be SO lame.. i don't think i'll have to wait until i'm 18 though cus here there is a place were they don't check you're age as long as they know they won't get any shit from my parents and they probably won't from mine.. they won't like me getting a tattoo so i'm not sure i want to tell them...
when we finnshed the movie shoot i yelled "that's a wrap" and we all did high five and air five. air five is my favorite because of the sound i get to make.. i make the best sound of everyone... all the others can fuck off..
mats said that he thought that me and him would robably bond the best in the house. <3 we talked about his girlfriend cus they are havign some problems i think.. or if she even is his girlfriend.. i'm not sure...
i guess that's one of the reasons i haven't written but another one is that i haven't wanted to.. i don't feel like doing any of the things i used to do.. like writing here almost every day.. or read magazines i buy.. i've bought three since i've been here and i haven't opened them.... wtf..
i feel shitty right now cus earlier me and two guys were talking and i told them about how i got interested in movies. and they decided to RATE the "story"! and when they went into the next room (not even a wall between just a blanket that is hung up) they said to each other that my story was lame and they graded it 2 out of 5 instead of 3 like they told me... this really made me sad.... assholes.. i really like them but why in the name of FUCK did they have to do that??????????? i toled one of them about this site ad he found me on it but i asked him not to read my journal and he said he wouldn't but now i don't trust him.. i'm not gonna make this a friends only post cus I HOPE HE'S READING IT!!!! but i think he understood i heard them THROUGH THE BLANKET because i was really cold to him like a minute later...
we had a wrap party yesterday but it was raining so it wasn't a big party... hardly a party at all.. but i had fun.. i kinda bonded with mats, who you may remember...., and we are gonna hang aout with his friends later ad have beer but i don't feel like it now cus i'm sad..
i've been thinking about getting a tattoo for a while now and i think i know what i want now. i've been pretty sure i want something to do with red hot chili peppers or anthony kiedis. and i was listening to them ealier today and hear from some song "there's a love that knows the way" (from by the way album) and i fell for it. i heard about some girl who had her name aroud her wrist and i think i'd like to have it around mine too..the lyric of course.. my name would be SO lame.. i don't think i'll have to wait until i'm 18 though cus here there is a place were they don't check you're age as long as they know they won't get any shit from my parents and they probably won't from mine.. they won't like me getting a tattoo so i'm not sure i want to tell them...
when we finnshed the movie shoot i yelled "that's a wrap" and we all did high five and air five. air five is my favorite because of the sound i get to make.. i make the best sound of everyone... all the others can fuck off..
mats said that he thought that me and him would robably bond the best in the house. <3 we talked about his girlfriend cus they are havign some problems i think.. or if she even is his girlfriend.. i'm not sure...