the countdown has begone for reals now
today me and my mum went shopping again. I bought a bra and contacts. Looked in a new store. It was fun. A lady asked me my age and I said 17 and she looked shocked and said "I thought you were alot older!" :D:D YAY! Made me superhappy! :D:D
I've packed TONS of stuff now and me, my mum and dad are leaving at 4 in the bloody morning! That's in 5 hours. jeez.. Until then me and my sister will watch Prison Break I taped off the TV cus there's no way in hell I'm gonna be able to sleep. So I'm gonna sleep in he car tomorrow. I just want this whole moving phase to be over so I can settle down in my new place and get some friends and start school calmly.
My parents always yell when things happen. Their brains are so sloooow! aaaaahh they piss me off sometimes. Now I have a headache because I cried a little earlier cus they were yelling at me and stressing me the fuck out. And when I'm nervous and stressed I start thinking negative thoughts and shit. But I'm better now I think. It's gonna be so much fun but still I don't wanna leave my sister here all alone with my parents.
Oh no I just remembered I forgot to visit my neighbor to say goodbye to her! fuck... We've been friends since we were very little but on later years we haven't really hung out. We haven't got much in common anymore... that sucks..
I'll probably post some more tomorrow as soon as I've settled in a bit. I hate all this fuss... I just wanna calm down..
I've packed TONS of stuff now and me, my mum and dad are leaving at 4 in the bloody morning! That's in 5 hours. jeez.. Until then me and my sister will watch Prison Break I taped off the TV cus there's no way in hell I'm gonna be able to sleep. So I'm gonna sleep in he car tomorrow. I just want this whole moving phase to be over so I can settle down in my new place and get some friends and start school calmly.
My parents always yell when things happen. Their brains are so sloooow! aaaaahh they piss me off sometimes. Now I have a headache because I cried a little earlier cus they were yelling at me and stressing me the fuck out. And when I'm nervous and stressed I start thinking negative thoughts and shit. But I'm better now I think. It's gonna be so much fun but still I don't wanna leave my sister here all alone with my parents.
Oh no I just remembered I forgot to visit my neighbor to say goodbye to her! fuck... We've been friends since we were very little but on later years we haven't really hung out. We haven't got much in common anymore... that sucks..
I'll probably post some more tomorrow as soon as I've settled in a bit. I hate all this fuss... I just wanna calm down..