Philip
Yet another great weekend has come to an end too soon..I love it when Philip is home. Sometimes we don't do much; other times, we do alot. Whether we're busy or lazy, I love being with him. He's the light of my life, the love of my life, and it's so difficult to be away from him. I thought I'd get used to it, it's been a year since we started the long distance thing, but it never seems to get any easier, and that's why I know it's true love.. missing him before he's even left.. loving him when I barely knew him..aching when he aches, hurting when he's hurt, and knowing that I would die for him and do anything to protect him... I used to be scard of these feelings, but at times like these, when he's not here, I find myself embracing them more frequently.. He's such a wonderful person, full of life and love (especially love), someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with.. He's not here right now, and I miss him like crazy..less than a year before this madness ends, and we can be together daily, it's just sooooo tought right now.. I don't really know the purpose of this journal entry, except to reiterate how much I love him, and how eager I am for the special moments to come and our life together...