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[englishmanslady]

I'm afraid to post.. to completely let myself go here... because then it'll be more concrete.. then I'll have no reason to hope for it all to be wrong anymore... Because then I'll have truly lost you...

I need you. I need your love. I need everything. I need my Jamie. Why did you abandon me?

Please let it be a lie...

Please come back..

Please don't be dead....