Sep 01, 2005 19:32
My brother just hugged me for the first time since... I can't remember.
Things are getting hard at home again, Brendan is finding it hard that my mum and Chris are going out now. Living in this village is a pain in the arse. Everyone gossips behind each others backs and when he gets on the school bus every morning he's gonna have people saying things to him and it's something he shouldn't have to deal with.
I'm maybe thinking that i've been too hard on him just recently, all we seem to do is throw insults at each other and really what is the point. He's hurting inside and he needs someonte to talk and I think that maybe he'll come to me.
I know my mum deserves to be happy but i'm thinking that she's made a wrong decision here.
On other notes, I had my college enrolment and it was so exciting, to think that i'm gonna be a proper college student. Mum was telling me about all the hotties and so me and Lucy are gonna be on the pull for the first week or something. [Heh]
Two days in the house is driving me stir crazy, i've been working on a new layout and also doing up my myspace and my livejournal stuff, [To be unveiled soon >.<]
End out.