Possible comeback
Good day people on earth! It's been so long since I'd updated my journal I blame it on LJ for being hard on me and I kinda miss it. Lately, being stalkerish isn't fun anymore..I feel like I should contribute something to the communities I'm in. Which is a lot! =)
I'm going to finish my fics (which are beginning to rot O_O) and maybe start a new one soon! But you know, it's harder to finish what I started when my heart no longer there... Plus, there's a HUGE BOOM in k-pop lately and the wave spread all over my country to the point that liking a k-pop is overrated. It sucks out all the fun! Obviously I'm lagging in the current sensation and after a year I'm totally lost. Too many new singers / new faces in the industries I can't barely remember all.
HOWEVER, J-pop found me crying in the corner after the DBSK tragedy break-up and since then, I'm having so much fun exploring the new side! It takes some time to adjust but I know, in time I will be coming back to writing in full force! xD Inspiration are everywhere and I realized that hey, once you get over a heartbreak you'll become stronger and wiser. It took me two years to realize that haha =D
I'll be fixing my journal here and there, change some tags and re-visit my old entries..
On a side note, the Yoochun scandal just proof something that had made me thinking a few years ago and since it had been proven, I guess there's no more reason for me to stay in this JYJ/DBSK fandom. Fandom is something that supposed to make me feel happy..something so joyous it made my hectic day much lighter..Not something that garnered hate and disrespect. I'm a fan. I want to feel appreciated by choosing you as someone I can stan. Teenagers People can be crazy.. and now that I passed the hormone imbalance stage, things are much clearer. Why must I drown myself in hatred if I have a choice to be happy ? =)
By the way, by comback, I meant writing personal stuff that I know no one reads. I mean how many people are there in LJ anymore?
I'm going to finish my fics (which are beginning to rot O_O) and maybe start a new one soon! But you know, it's harder to finish what I started when my heart no longer there... Plus, there's a HUGE BOOM in k-pop lately and the wave spread all over my country to the point that liking a k-pop is overrated. It sucks out all the fun! Obviously I'm lagging in the current sensation and after a year I'm totally lost. Too many new singers / new faces in the industries I can't barely remember all.
HOWEVER, J-pop found me crying in the corner after the DBSK tragedy break-up and since then, I'm having so much fun exploring the new side! It takes some time to adjust but I know, in time I will be coming back to writing in full force! xD Inspiration are everywhere and I realized that hey, once you get over a heartbreak you'll become stronger and wiser. It took me two years to realize that haha =D
I'll be fixing my journal here and there, change some tags and re-visit my old entries..
On a side note, the Yoochun scandal just proof something that had made me thinking a few years ago and since it had been proven, I guess there's no more reason for me to stay in this JYJ/DBSK fandom. Fandom is something that supposed to make me feel happy..something so joyous it made my hectic day much lighter..Not something that garnered hate and disrespect. I'm a fan. I want to feel appreciated by choosing you as someone I can stan. Teenagers People can be crazy.. and now that I passed the hormone imbalance stage, things are much clearer. Why must I drown myself in hatred if I have a choice to be happy ? =)
By the way, by comback, I meant writing personal stuff that I know no one reads. I mean how many people are there in LJ anymore?