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well.....what an interesting freaking day. Well i woke up at 7:45 to almost have a heart attack from my alarm cloack...plus once again i almost fell from my bed cause of it..well.i turned it off surprised i dint break it...i almost did by smaching my fist to the shut off putton....that hurt!!! dont try that!!! lol.....well...i took a shower and washed my hair....still not longer ::sigh::..well i woke up and saw a note...i picked it up and it was my grandma mentioning we should not go to church cause i was up late ....>_< i know she dint know i can get introuble!! but goodness granma!! she's trying to murder me!!!!...in the letter she corrected herself saying everyone stayed late...::sighs:: thats better. I quickly threw it away and told my mom that it would not be a good idea since we were all pretty weak right now. She said ok as long as i remember we dont do this often...so i prayed to god to forgive me for not going...he forgave me! ^_^ well ANYWAY! hehe...um...i was tired so i went to sleep...the song yellow still playing...i dont think i will ever get tired of that song...mostly its because i cant hear coldplay anymore lol....i hear 'him' ::dreamy sigh::.....::looks around and coughs:: oh thats right MIMIC has my journal -_-....i hate you!!!!! j/k...well anyway...i went to sleep and woke up at 12:00 O.o geeeezzzzz i had not slept that good in a looooooonnnnggggg time...well i was happy...and mad..cause i had to get up...i went downstairs with a giggle..beacuse of my stomach growling hehe...well i went down stairs and saw my grandma....that turns the day around...she looked so...tired...i asked her what was wrong and she said she had not slept all night..i got worried...my grandma never does that...EVER...she said she was in to much pain...and now....im scared....i feel like a little girl. And i want someone to talk to...but there is only one person...im sorry all my friends...if i had not been paying attention to you...im really sorry...especially sabi and mimic...and chado...and nikko....i feel like i have left you behind....i still care for you guys....and i hope you guys can forgive me for not showing my journal...and for not wanting to talk to you guys right now....i guess back then i would...but now...i feel like you guys cant help me....i feel so mean and cold hearted saying that...so i will say no more...i feel so.....small. its raining....and theres lightning.....
quote of the day:
Reno: “I’m flying the helicopter!”
Cid: “Yeah, and I’ll be laughing my ass off when you get struck by lightening and die!”
Barret: “You said it, foo! I be laughin’ now! Hehehehehe!”
(vincent and yuffie fanfic)
im sorry if i depressed anyone...i really am.
quote of the day:
Reno: “I’m flying the helicopter!”
Cid: “Yeah, and I’ll be laughing my ass off when you get struck by lightening and die!”
Barret: “You said it, foo! I be laughin’ now! Hehehehehe!”
(vincent and yuffie fanfic)
im sorry if i depressed anyone...i really am.