May 01, 2005 18:50
the weather today seems somewhat reminiscent of last year, only a bit colder. it seems sad to see my power day come and go without celebration but that is how things must be. I am sitting at my computer. I am watching my cell phone breath. I am waiting for Jordan to call. I am quite pathetic. I am ok with that. And yes, I am missing le fay, but things are as they should be i think and so i will not dwell on it. hmmmmm.... everything is so different than last year.