Fail fail fail fail fail
These past two weeks I've felt like a failure at everything I care about doing. I don't feel satisfied with what I draw, at all. Actually, I don't even feel like drawing. Today I sketched for a while, and ended up kind of liking it, but after scanning, I was back in hate-town.
I also tried to go back on a diet and working out regularly (it has been very hard for me to stay on anything this semester, I don't even know why), but I haven't lost any weight. I actually think I've gained some (and no, it's not muscle mass. Muscle mass gain = fat mass loss, and my waist's the one expanding). Don't get me wrong, I think I'm a fine-ass lady, and quite hot (thank you very much), but I don't like it that my jeans have already gotten a little too tight. I want to at least go back to not muffin-topping everything. It's just frustrating to actively be working on something and not see any results.
To make things worse, the sides of my nose have been itching/burning for about a week now. I can control it with hand moisturizer, but it's still pretty annoying. Although, at leat, my skin is pretty clear and soft and awesome right now, so at least that's a plus (however, it's still 2 negatives against 1 possitive, so we're still in fail-ville).
Gah! I'll just go watch the soup and hope to have fun tomorrow at theatre class. At least I'm not fucking everything up there (seeing how I don't expect anything from me either).
P.S.
I'm not "SAD," I'm "FRUSRTATED ARRRGH"
I also tried to go back on a diet and working out regularly (it has been very hard for me to stay on anything this semester, I don't even know why), but I haven't lost any weight. I actually think I've gained some (and no, it's not muscle mass. Muscle mass gain = fat mass loss, and my waist's the one expanding). Don't get me wrong, I think I'm a fine-ass lady, and quite hot (thank you very much), but I don't like it that my jeans have already gotten a little too tight. I want to at least go back to not muffin-topping everything. It's just frustrating to actively be working on something and not see any results.
To make things worse, the sides of my nose have been itching/burning for about a week now. I can control it with hand moisturizer, but it's still pretty annoying. Although, at leat, my skin is pretty clear and soft and awesome right now, so at least that's a plus (however, it's still 2 negatives against 1 possitive, so we're still in fail-ville).
Gah! I'll just go watch the soup and hope to have fun tomorrow at theatre class. At least I'm not fucking everything up there (seeing how I don't expect anything from me either).
P.S.
I'm not "SAD," I'm "FRUSRTATED ARRRGH"