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Last night I went and hung out with Charlie..
We went to Hard Times Cafe at like...8 or something. I stopped at his place and waited for him to get home from the mall. He had gone to the mall with Manny and didn't drive there on his own. I got there about 5-10 minutes before he got home. Ate some pizza his parents had just ordered. Watched the Giant vs Seahawks game(Jeebus that Giants kicker is probably gonna get fired...3 missed field goals in a row...Each would have been winning Field Goals)
So we both drove over to Hard times after watching the 3rd missed goal. We drove seperate cars since I had to leave earlier to be home around 11pm~
While driving I'm listening to the new System of a Down CD "Hypnotize". Which may I say...is an amazing CD, both amusing comically and of course enlightening. SOAD seems to have amazing and powerful messages in their songs. I'm not sure how many people realize that...or maybe if I'm the only one that notices?
Anyways...We get to the pool hall and everything starts off loud and fun as usual. But then Charlie goes "Whoa, damn look at her."
He ended up being quiet the rest of the night staring at some girl 2 tables over as she best over to play Pool. It was sad, disgusting and just...bleagh...made me sick. As did all the cigarette smoke. The night proceded a lot quieter than usual when playing pool. We were the youngest ones there. I ended up playing Jassi's Favorite Red Hot Chili Peppers song and The Offspring(2 songs for a buck! ^^)
"Californication" and of course my all time fave, "Come out and Play" which is slightly overplayed but eh...still a good song.
About 20 minutes later someone else walked up and chose 30Seconds to Mars. They chose "Attack" and "Capricorn(A Brand New Name)" from the newest, and the first CDs :D
I was happy and started singing while playing.
I did ok for not playing pool for abuot a month and a half or more even. Charlie kicked my ass at pool as usual. I did a bunch of BS shots, and had some fun, but I ultimately got annoyed quickly by Charlie just staring at teh girl. I looked over to see what he was staring at and she dind't even look that attractive at all....
"Look at the rack on her!"
Geeze I wanted to puke...All this and a girl he likes was supposed to show up. She never did...meh.Better for her if you ask me. Sean, one of Charlie's friends, showed up at about 10:15. I played one last game, let Sean play 2 rounds, He packed his stuff and headed out. Charlie asked if I was gonna stay and play one last round, I said no and left right behind Sean. paid 13 bucks and drove home. Got back at 11pm sharp. I left around 10:45~
Well...a little before 30seconds played and the rest of the time I felt really sick...I just felt really alone...I miss Jassi so much. It's going to hurt so much after X-mas when I come back...I don't know the next time I'm gonig to get to see her again. I know we can keep talking on the phone. But it seems like we're never apart that long. I mean....jeeze Jassi was here no more than 2 months ago. And she was here 2 months before that as well. The longest we've been apart was from last x-mas break until spring break. THat was....4.5 months maybe? It's going to be really difficult for me to start talking with her less and less as she's going to start travelling more and more...I feel extremely jealous that she gets to travel so much...she gets those opportunites since she lives in europe and travel there is much cheaper..But at teh same time I feel really happy for her. I'm overjoyed she gets to travel to the places she wants to go to. that she gets to do teh things she wants to do.
I love her...I really do...I miss her so much...and I'll her so much more...I think I've got more "growing up" to do...
I love you Jassi..<3
We went to Hard Times Cafe at like...8 or something. I stopped at his place and waited for him to get home from the mall. He had gone to the mall with Manny and didn't drive there on his own. I got there about 5-10 minutes before he got home. Ate some pizza his parents had just ordered. Watched the Giant vs Seahawks game(Jeebus that Giants kicker is probably gonna get fired...3 missed field goals in a row...Each would have been winning Field Goals)
So we both drove over to Hard times after watching the 3rd missed goal. We drove seperate cars since I had to leave earlier to be home around 11pm~
While driving I'm listening to the new System of a Down CD "Hypnotize". Which may I say...is an amazing CD, both amusing comically and of course enlightening. SOAD seems to have amazing and powerful messages in their songs. I'm not sure how many people realize that...or maybe if I'm the only one that notices?
Anyways...We get to the pool hall and everything starts off loud and fun as usual. But then Charlie goes "Whoa, damn look at her."
He ended up being quiet the rest of the night staring at some girl 2 tables over as she best over to play Pool. It was sad, disgusting and just...bleagh...made me sick. As did all the cigarette smoke. The night proceded a lot quieter than usual when playing pool. We were the youngest ones there. I ended up playing Jassi's Favorite Red Hot Chili Peppers song and The Offspring(2 songs for a buck! ^^)
"Californication" and of course my all time fave, "Come out and Play" which is slightly overplayed but eh...still a good song.
About 20 minutes later someone else walked up and chose 30Seconds to Mars. They chose "Attack" and "Capricorn(A Brand New Name)" from the newest, and the first CDs :D
I was happy and started singing while playing.
I did ok for not playing pool for abuot a month and a half or more even. Charlie kicked my ass at pool as usual. I did a bunch of BS shots, and had some fun, but I ultimately got annoyed quickly by Charlie just staring at teh girl. I looked over to see what he was staring at and she dind't even look that attractive at all....
"Look at the rack on her!"
Geeze I wanted to puke...All this and a girl he likes was supposed to show up. She never did...meh.Better for her if you ask me. Sean, one of Charlie's friends, showed up at about 10:15. I played one last game, let Sean play 2 rounds, He packed his stuff and headed out. Charlie asked if I was gonna stay and play one last round, I said no and left right behind Sean. paid 13 bucks and drove home. Got back at 11pm sharp. I left around 10:45~
Well...a little before 30seconds played and the rest of the time I felt really sick...I just felt really alone...I miss Jassi so much. It's going to hurt so much after X-mas when I come back...I don't know the next time I'm gonig to get to see her again. I know we can keep talking on the phone. But it seems like we're never apart that long. I mean....jeeze Jassi was here no more than 2 months ago. And she was here 2 months before that as well. The longest we've been apart was from last x-mas break until spring break. THat was....4.5 months maybe? It's going to be really difficult for me to start talking with her less and less as she's going to start travelling more and more...I feel extremely jealous that she gets to travel so much...she gets those opportunites since she lives in europe and travel there is much cheaper..But at teh same time I feel really happy for her. I'm overjoyed she gets to travel to the places she wants to go to. that she gets to do teh things she wants to do.
I love her...I really do...I miss her so much...and I'll her so much more...I think I've got more "growing up" to do...
I love you Jassi..<3