When you know your life is ending and beginning all at the same time...
...and there I was, just sitting there. looking up at you and pouring my heart out...there were so many tears, and we were both shaking, but you held me. After a while i sat up, and looked at all you've done for me, and then everything became blurry so i grabbed the seat next to me and held on...i almost fainted, but you held me up. Then you dried my tears, and helped me stand up...I looked at you while I was walking out and almost started crying again...then i got outside and everything seemed so dull compared to what you were showing me. All the colors seemed to blend together...i even tripped when i got outside the door, but laughed at myself, and walked back to my dorm...and even though i couldn't see you while i was walking back, i knew you were there, smiling down on me as always...