Ahh Beethoven. The overtures really get the juices flowing
Lets see how much I can get done in an hour and a half. I apologive in advance for any errors of any kind, I have a feeling I'll be far too lazy to go back and read through all this and clean it up. Now then, where to begin.
Ah yes, Marty. His wedding is coming up soon. Less than a week away. Everyone is all skittery and excited, preparing for it almost every day. But, what do I think about it? Well, I spent almost $100 on new shirt, pants, and shoes for it. I plan on giving him a gift he wont soon forget. Also I plan on making sure that gift will make him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Honestly, I am quite happy for my brother. It is really good to see that he has found someone he loves and that loves him back. It's good to know he is going to live his days with a person that is going to make him happy. My dear brother has deserved such a reward. It's been a long and painful wait for the little tyke but I'm happy that it has finally come. I can't think of a better person for the guy. Good job, bro. Expect a gift you've never recieved on saturday. I can guarantee it will be like no other you've ever recieved and ever will receive. Yes, it's that damn cool. I've been waiting to give it to you for many years now. I've been waiting for your wedding date to give it to you, and that day will soon come to be.
And now, something I should probably clarify for quite a few people. My own love life that is. Yes yes, Kelly and I. I'm sure alot of people rolled their eyes when they heard me and her were back together again. Some people got the misconception that it it an on-again-off-again relationship. Over spring break, yes alot of bad things did happen but it was a very confusing moment and her and I try to not even think about it anymore. In the 2 months we stopped talking, we both came to a startling realization; neither of us remembers what happiness is anymore. It is very difficult to talk to a person for hours a day, everyday, for 4 months without feeling a great absence. We were the first voice in the morning for each other. The last voice at night is of each other. She became the person to say to me, "sweet dreams." I was the person who said to her, "good morning, sleepy head." Sure we didnt talk for two months, but we've been together for almost 8 besides that. And everyday we heard a loving voice that was heard from no other. I can't expect for anyone to believe that what we have is real. Our age sure is quite a obstacle in that goal. But you dont talk to a single person for 12 hours a day, everyday for 8 months and not fall in love with them. It would be pretty fucking hard to not have feeling of more than just romance with a person that shows an unwavering emotion that no other has shown as intensely. We've both been through quite a bit together, and we've both changed quite a bit since we've been together. I know that as fact. I can say all I want about a girl no one knows like I do, but I know it would be impossible for me to say the words that would show the love, yes love, for a person that has changed my life and is continuing to do so. I know that there will never be enough words or actions that will show how I am ready to spend the rest of my life with a person I feel like I've known all my life. I love her. Unforunetly we're both young so we have our whole lives ahead. But we've both agreed that we have accepted as fact that we want to spend the rest of it together.
Soon, as in a few hours, I will return to Dad's house and begin my school year. Hopefully it will be my last. Though I am sure I will be a summer school graduate, I hardly care because I am graduating much much sooner than I had previously thought. Going to have a helluva hard first semester, may not have much free time but oh wells. I also need to get a job, and yes I am actually looking. Though I admit, I am not looking very hard. After high school, I plan on becoming a fire fighter. Not too unrealistic of a goal I dont think, but I know it is what I want to do with my life. I want to help people on a daily basis in any way I can. I do not want to be in the Marines. I do not want to be a cop. I do no want to do a job that I will resent when I am 50. I want to risk life and limb for a person I do not know. I want to come home exhausted and tired from an underpaid and underappreciated career. I want to be a fire fighter. Not sure which station I want to work at. Cedar Park, Round Rock, Austin, Pflugerville are the areas I want to work in. Preferably closer to Austin, downtown. But whatevs, I aint too picky.
And if you read all that, good for you and find something better to do. You must be bored out of your mind. Oh, and comment. It is such a drag to make long ass updates once a month and only get one comment from one person. You guys are teh suck..... G'night
Ah yes, Marty. His wedding is coming up soon. Less than a week away. Everyone is all skittery and excited, preparing for it almost every day. But, what do I think about it? Well, I spent almost $100 on new shirt, pants, and shoes for it. I plan on giving him a gift he wont soon forget. Also I plan on making sure that gift will make him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Honestly, I am quite happy for my brother. It is really good to see that he has found someone he loves and that loves him back. It's good to know he is going to live his days with a person that is going to make him happy. My dear brother has deserved such a reward. It's been a long and painful wait for the little tyke but I'm happy that it has finally come. I can't think of a better person for the guy. Good job, bro. Expect a gift you've never recieved on saturday. I can guarantee it will be like no other you've ever recieved and ever will receive. Yes, it's that damn cool. I've been waiting to give it to you for many years now. I've been waiting for your wedding date to give it to you, and that day will soon come to be.
And now, something I should probably clarify for quite a few people. My own love life that is. Yes yes, Kelly and I. I'm sure alot of people rolled their eyes when they heard me and her were back together again. Some people got the misconception that it it an on-again-off-again relationship. Over spring break, yes alot of bad things did happen but it was a very confusing moment and her and I try to not even think about it anymore. In the 2 months we stopped talking, we both came to a startling realization; neither of us remembers what happiness is anymore. It is very difficult to talk to a person for hours a day, everyday, for 4 months without feeling a great absence. We were the first voice in the morning for each other. The last voice at night is of each other. She became the person to say to me, "sweet dreams." I was the person who said to her, "good morning, sleepy head." Sure we didnt talk for two months, but we've been together for almost 8 besides that. And everyday we heard a loving voice that was heard from no other. I can't expect for anyone to believe that what we have is real. Our age sure is quite a obstacle in that goal. But you dont talk to a single person for 12 hours a day, everyday for 8 months and not fall in love with them. It would be pretty fucking hard to not have feeling of more than just romance with a person that shows an unwavering emotion that no other has shown as intensely. We've both been through quite a bit together, and we've both changed quite a bit since we've been together. I know that as fact. I can say all I want about a girl no one knows like I do, but I know it would be impossible for me to say the words that would show the love, yes love, for a person that has changed my life and is continuing to do so. I know that there will never be enough words or actions that will show how I am ready to spend the rest of my life with a person I feel like I've known all my life. I love her. Unforunetly we're both young so we have our whole lives ahead. But we've both agreed that we have accepted as fact that we want to spend the rest of it together.
Soon, as in a few hours, I will return to Dad's house and begin my school year. Hopefully it will be my last. Though I am sure I will be a summer school graduate, I hardly care because I am graduating much much sooner than I had previously thought. Going to have a helluva hard first semester, may not have much free time but oh wells. I also need to get a job, and yes I am actually looking. Though I admit, I am not looking very hard. After high school, I plan on becoming a fire fighter. Not too unrealistic of a goal I dont think, but I know it is what I want to do with my life. I want to help people on a daily basis in any way I can. I do not want to be in the Marines. I do not want to be a cop. I do no want to do a job that I will resent when I am 50. I want to risk life and limb for a person I do not know. I want to come home exhausted and tired from an underpaid and underappreciated career. I want to be a fire fighter. Not sure which station I want to work at. Cedar Park, Round Rock, Austin, Pflugerville are the areas I want to work in. Preferably closer to Austin, downtown. But whatevs, I aint too picky.
And if you read all that, good for you and find something better to do. You must be bored out of your mind. Oh, and comment. It is such a drag to make long ass updates once a month and only get one comment from one person. You guys are teh suck..... G'night