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"ever get the feeling youve made a mistake, and you never realized what was gunna happen until it does, and it just haunts your memories? ever wish you could just talk to that person once more?"--- That last part bugs me. Because i am talking to them again. And haunting isnt how i would describe the thoughts i have for them.
"and you know that the feeling of that person is a completely diffrent feeling youve ever experienced? your stomach feel odd, your short of breath, and your eyes look at something but its as if they are showing you a completly diffrent image?"--- Aaah to have that feeling again. Though i may have been delirious when i wrote that last part. I dont even get it.
"ever know you want to change yourself? to make yourself a better person? because that person touched your life in some mysterious way that makes you want to change yourself ever since leaving them?"--- Hm.. i think i did change a little in fact. Made me grow some balls and do shit that i prolly wouldnt have done if none of that had happened.
"so many things have been happening, have happened or will happen to me that i wish i could change. i wish they were better i wish they didnt happen. i wish there was something i could have done or not done to make my life better."--- Pssshaaaa. if they didnt happen then i dont know if whats happening now would have even been possible. Damn, looking back i sure sounded like a retard.
"i dont understand why a single person could increase the thoughts that flow through my head, and a single person could fill me with regrets, and a single person could put such a large gap in you that you wish you could fill but you know that if you try you could just increase it more."--- Oh cry me a river, david. Fuck you G. God damn im a whiny little bitch sometimes arent i? I dont understand why i would think shit like that was to never happen again. That i would never have a chance at her again. Well, i did have a chance at her. And i took it. And i'm tired of the pessimism shit i did for 2 years. And the fact it almost got in the way of me being with her. This Sunday was quite lovely. I'm still thinkin of certain parts of that night. This dame has me thinkin of her before i fall asleep. And when im waking up, and will spring into my brain a few times while in class.
"I am in serious like with him",---- Not my words, pretty cute wording though from Kelly. But babe, i guess i'm in serious like with you too
"and you know that the feeling of that person is a completely diffrent feeling youve ever experienced? your stomach feel odd, your short of breath, and your eyes look at something but its as if they are showing you a completly diffrent image?"--- Aaah to have that feeling again. Though i may have been delirious when i wrote that last part. I dont even get it.
"ever know you want to change yourself? to make yourself a better person? because that person touched your life in some mysterious way that makes you want to change yourself ever since leaving them?"--- Hm.. i think i did change a little in fact. Made me grow some balls and do shit that i prolly wouldnt have done if none of that had happened.
"so many things have been happening, have happened or will happen to me that i wish i could change. i wish they were better i wish they didnt happen. i wish there was something i could have done or not done to make my life better."--- Pssshaaaa. if they didnt happen then i dont know if whats happening now would have even been possible. Damn, looking back i sure sounded like a retard.
"i dont understand why a single person could increase the thoughts that flow through my head, and a single person could fill me with regrets, and a single person could put such a large gap in you that you wish you could fill but you know that if you try you could just increase it more."--- Oh cry me a river, david. Fuck you G. God damn im a whiny little bitch sometimes arent i? I dont understand why i would think shit like that was to never happen again. That i would never have a chance at her again. Well, i did have a chance at her. And i took it. And i'm tired of the pessimism shit i did for 2 years. And the fact it almost got in the way of me being with her. This Sunday was quite lovely. I'm still thinkin of certain parts of that night. This dame has me thinkin of her before i fall asleep. And when im waking up, and will spring into my brain a few times while in class.
"I am in serious like with him",---- Not my words, pretty cute wording though from Kelly. But babe, i guess i'm in serious like with you too