Please help me.
I feel like I'm going insane.
I've by passed my STGW(I'm at work, soz for the shorthand.) and am now 116lbs or 53 kilos.
I don't know how I look but none of my pants fit.
People are starting to notice.
I had lunch with two friends today, one is legally blind and the other is this tiny waif-like girl.
They teased me for eating my salad, said I didn't need rabbit food.
We sat and smoked cigarettes on a bench and the tiny girl told me she used to be a nurse until she had a heart attack.
My brain flipped shit and thought maybe she had/has an ED.
Nope, she's got congestive heart failure.
She says I need iron.
That's why I eat nuts only.
Yeah, pretty much I only eat nuts.
Kinda silly isn't it?
Today, I had some nuts, a salad and some bold party chex mix, but only because I ran into one of the girls I had lunch with and wanted to eat in front of her.
Same way I eat in front of my roommate's.
Well, one of them knows.
I hate her.
Yesterday, I just ate nuts.
I need someone to talk to.
Anyone.
Please.
AIM - Shesfallenapart
MSN - Suzannenicolemartin@hotmail.com