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Mar 11, 2003 10:30

the day has finally come.
i never thought it would of happened like it did.
but anyways, chris broke up with me.
i don*t know why, but he thinks i do.
i don*t know, i*m so depressed.
but let me tell you what happened.

i went to my moms house, to check my mail.
then TJ came to pick me up, and asked me if i wanted to go with him, and troy to the old house to check the mail, and drop this chris guy off @ his house. well, there was*nt any mail, so we stopped by at erikas house for a lil. TJ was looking for weed, and there was a lot of people over there, and one girl said she could get it in 45 mins. we were there untill like 12 something. i didn*t really wanna be there anyways...we went home and no one was there. i was already depressed because theres a lot of bullshit i*m going through, and i was sad. then chris comes home, and looks at me and said "damn i just get home and your already pissed at me" and after saying that he didn*t talk to me for the rest of the night. then the next morning when i try to talk to him... he*s like "it*s over emily, i*m tired of your bullshit". and yesterday i asked him if i could still live in his dad*s house..because i don*t really get along with my dad, and at first he said yes..but then 5 mins later he*s like "i don*t mean to be an asshole but, i don*t think it*s a good idea for you to stay here..i*ll go crazy". *sigh* i hate my life.

and when i try to talk to my "friends" they act like they don*t even fucking care. GRRRRRRR. i still have troy and TJ though, they still love me.<3

i*m going job hunting today.
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