funky dream = something not good...
i go to a friends house show.. my friends wallet drops on the floor, i steal his money.. leave wallet there and somehow end up leaving my very expensive guitar *which in real life is chris'* "i dont know why im not carrying MY real expensive guitar..."
cut scene - ... a fair ground area, full of delinquent teens running around and stealing shit.. everyone sleeps there, i end up going with maria.. this other girl pops out of nowhere and talks to me.. go to a group of friends, and they all tell me that dating isnt nice and then all stare at me and i walk away asking where certain people are. i go to buy a journal, and my cousin works there.. open the journal and in it are the writings of my friend megan... hows that work.. read it, rip it, and buy another and my cousin kicks me out..... end dream.
i dont get what its supposed to mean... andres - your one person with valued opinions. help me out dude heh..
yesterday i go to sunset place, and get maya4.5 unlimited.. wooha! finally, real expensive program is mine! end up chilling with elysia and angelah *hope to spell names right?*.... ive never seen so much hot topic shit...... outside of hot topic, without being payed for.. oh well. going home, get lost for SHITLOADS of time, end up at alberts house where we chill for a while.. get out, get lost again... get dropped off at dadeland where i commence to take the long journey home - thinking time.. this is where i start thinking to myself, what is it im doing at home but wasting everyones time. what is it im supposed to be doing at this age, and how come im not doing it. i wish i could find a job *reminder - speak to nicks dad about bakery job...* if i had something, i could save up cash and rent an apartment with a friend? my parents would probably pay half of college for me... and id be stuck with the rest. i dont need a car yet, so no insurance, no licence, no gas, none of those hidden fees.. its all great. id need someone to move in with me. i think im plenty responsible!
this weekend that passed i got into the biggest argument about that with the mother.. told her that i no longer wished to live in this home, and that if she wanted to, to just stop paying my college and id just leave... dont care where, id just bounce from home to home..
then i realize that i cant do that.. and id probably die from lack of money, and lack of place to sleep on a normal basis. oh well, i tried. at that point i get kicked out by dad haha.. next day didnt even end up going to miami beach though.. cleaned chris bathroom, car, ate some good ass steak, went home, cleaned my car, cleaned christys car... the fuck was up with cars on sunday?! im supposed to be having fun, watching the superbowl.. which i didnt watch anyways cuz i only watch for the commercials - LACK OF COMMERCIALS this year. what happened to those long piss breaks people are supposed to take during shows.. bah, i have to find myself a job or die. i like the first better.
ah... ive been having grammar problems lately. this isnt supposed to happen to me.. im one of the few people i seriously know that knows how to write lol, and now im failing at that. schooling is helping out my artistic side only damnit... what happened to the.. left side is it? since the right side is the creativity side..
cut scene - ... a fair ground area, full of delinquent teens running around and stealing shit.. everyone sleeps there, i end up going with maria.. this other girl pops out of nowhere and talks to me.. go to a group of friends, and they all tell me that dating isnt nice and then all stare at me and i walk away asking where certain people are. i go to buy a journal, and my cousin works there.. open the journal and in it are the writings of my friend megan... hows that work.. read it, rip it, and buy another and my cousin kicks me out..... end dream.
i dont get what its supposed to mean... andres - your one person with valued opinions. help me out dude heh..
yesterday i go to sunset place, and get maya4.5 unlimited.. wooha! finally, real expensive program is mine! end up chilling with elysia and angelah *hope to spell names right?*.... ive never seen so much hot topic shit...... outside of hot topic, without being payed for.. oh well. going home, get lost for SHITLOADS of time, end up at alberts house where we chill for a while.. get out, get lost again... get dropped off at dadeland where i commence to take the long journey home - thinking time.. this is where i start thinking to myself, what is it im doing at home but wasting everyones time. what is it im supposed to be doing at this age, and how come im not doing it. i wish i could find a job *reminder - speak to nicks dad about bakery job...* if i had something, i could save up cash and rent an apartment with a friend? my parents would probably pay half of college for me... and id be stuck with the rest. i dont need a car yet, so no insurance, no licence, no gas, none of those hidden fees.. its all great. id need someone to move in with me. i think im plenty responsible!
this weekend that passed i got into the biggest argument about that with the mother.. told her that i no longer wished to live in this home, and that if she wanted to, to just stop paying my college and id just leave... dont care where, id just bounce from home to home..
then i realize that i cant do that.. and id probably die from lack of money, and lack of place to sleep on a normal basis. oh well, i tried. at that point i get kicked out by dad haha.. next day didnt even end up going to miami beach though.. cleaned chris bathroom, car, ate some good ass steak, went home, cleaned my car, cleaned christys car... the fuck was up with cars on sunday?! im supposed to be having fun, watching the superbowl.. which i didnt watch anyways cuz i only watch for the commercials - LACK OF COMMERCIALS this year. what happened to those long piss breaks people are supposed to take during shows.. bah, i have to find myself a job or die. i like the first better.
ah... ive been having grammar problems lately. this isnt supposed to happen to me.. im one of the few people i seriously know that knows how to write lol, and now im failing at that. schooling is helping out my artistic side only damnit... what happened to the.. left side is it? since the right side is the creativity side..