dont look down
which is what im doing right now.. figuring out why my hair doesnt drop like normal... Anyways.
this is the first time ive written in here in a while... very long while.. last time i wrote was march 9th.. almost a year since ive written in here. hehe
today.. today... today is Tuesday.. 706pm.. i think im getting a ticket for the thursday/afi/coheed concert tomorrow.. hopefully i do.. then ill go on saturday and itll be great.. mm this weekend should be great.. im getting extraordinarily drunk on friday i hope... i need to... saturday im going to the show.. and sunday ill be mumbling farewell to my japanese exchange student whos being here for a week.. Sayaka.. shes pretty cool
one of the few people who says im a good kid.
spent a good weekend this one that passed as well. friday was just a .. get home from school, have guests, and go out.. first friday of lent hehe and i drank beer at a church woohoo.. im going to heaven -_-.. i also ate meat at mcd's.. best hamburgers ever.. oh yeah.
saturday was a great day... well, not great day.. but great night. i went to my cousins wedding at around.. 6 or so.. ended up drinkin some more beers with the dad and just eating shitty food.. got picked up by henrique - thank god.. and played a lil poker at his place..
thanks to my sister who called us during the poker, we left and went to a kegger.. turned out to be awesome as hell. a few cups of beer, a phone call to veroe to get her over, sister singing things and an armwrestle later.. it was 4 in the morning and damn are cops ugly. sleep was never better though..
sunday i ended up chilling with vane chris x 2 n henrique over at dolphin till late. got home and chat the rest of my night off.
monday... was just.. a weird day. i decided not to go to school due to feeling kinda sick... ended up feeling worse by the end of the night.. so i had a few walks.. vane n the chris' came over to the park near my place.. and we just smoked ciggs and talked ... it was great... chilling with friends makes all the problems and worries disappear. lol and now i know why people smoke.
good entry for a first entry in almost a year...
-Bender-
Inspiration, has got the worst of me again,
Lets think this over, lets think this through
Nothings easy, nothing except you,
Bending over and over again.
Believe me when I tell you
The words I say are true
Everything you say means nothing now,
Its all been said and done
Start over, make this brand new
Theres nothing left to hold on to
Understanding, its just to much for me to take
You Keep pushing till I break
For me forever.