Jan 02, 2008 23:06
I'm sad.
My parents let me know about two weeks before I came back from Madrid that they would discuss whether or not I should continue going to SLU Madrid, or whether I should stay home.
They had some good reasons for me to stay. I had good reasons to go back. But it was all moot when I saw my grades today. C, C, C, B-, B. I was expecting Bs or better. First and foremost, I'm going to college, and I am not doing well at it, and I am wasting money while not doing well at it.
I'm going to stay home, step back, and see what it is I should be doing. I'll take a couple of classes up at the U of Utah, get a job...
But I won't be going back to Spain.
Man, I love that country. I love my school. I have friends there, dear friends, and I won't see them for a long time...
It hasn't hit me yet. I haven't even really unpacked, because I was going to go back on the 10th...